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Go home and deep condition my hair and cook some food UGHH
Tuesday morning 02/09/16
I’ve already been up and accomplished more today than I have in the last 6 months of my life to be honest. I am nauseous as fuck and the only thing I can think about passing my lips is iced coffee or a cigarette. Food would literally make me vomit uncontrollably, that is how stressed out I am. I know that this is all TMI & nobody will really read it, I’d put it on Wordpress but I can’t figure out how to publish anything yet. That site is fucking confusing as fuck. I dropped a contact down the drain this morning but eventually threw glasses on and decided it wasn’t the worst thing that has happened to me this week. My boyfriend just got this amazing new job and I am so happy for him. He’s working like 9-6 full time it’s crazy, I miss him though 😩😩😩😩 My dad is visiting tomorrow which means I need to clean like a mother fucker and hope that he doesn’t come across any roaches, or say anything about the apartment smelling like weed. Oh well, we’re moving (hopefully) so I don’t care. I need to wash my hair. I’m whipping my boyfriends car today because my car is STILL NOT OUT OF THE FUCKING SHOP BECAUSE PEOPLE CANT DO THEIR ONE JOB, but I’m not even mad about it. His Corolla is the cutest and it’s so small compared to my big ass honking Hyundai that I feel like a little matchbox car that can whip into anywhere. I might vacuum it for him. In other news, I can’t wait to work this afternoon and be cursed out by a 5 year old. I forgot to put my ring on this morning and my finger feels so emptyyyyyyyyyyy. Sorry Fernando, I love you! That reminds me I gotta get that baby sized.
Bye.
Name Your Favorite
1. Place- Home
2. Person- Fernando
3. Color- Pink
4. Food- Pizza recently but I have a few
5. Smell- Coffee or the beach
6. Book- Sold by Patricia McCormick
7. Movie- A lot of old hollywood movies
8. Music Artist- Right NOWWW, Tory Lanez, but my taste is constantly changing.
9. Genre of Music- a more R&B style rap
10. Genre of Literature- magazines, lmao.
11. Magazine- Cosmo
12. Texture- My boyfriend’s scratchy beard
13. Time of day- Early morning or late night
14. Day of the week- Sunday
15. Tumblr- mine bitch
16. Thing To Do When Bored- yoga or spark up
17. Celebrity- Margot Robbie
18. Class in School- I think I liked dance or art best.
19. Website Other than Tumblr- Pinterest
20. Drink- Red wine? Sweet tea with lemon? Green smoothie? Red bull?
21. Precious Stone- Whatever my ring is <3
22. Animal- Elephant or pig
23. Flower- I pretty much think all flowers are nice.
24. Time in History- Roaring 20′s
25. Font- Not comic sans
26. Video Game- GTA
27. TV Show- It used to be Mad Men, I haven’t watched it since I was like 18 though. I enjoy a good food network challenge though.
28. Play- Chicago!!
29. Sound- Heels on a hard floor
30. Fruit- Peaches when they’re ripe, which is impossible unless you pick them yourself.
31. Vegetable- Broccoli, zucchini, or my dad’s brussel sprouts
32. Store- Victoria’s Secret or Pink
33. Article of Clothing That You Own- Ripped skinny jeans
34. Fashion/Style- ??
35. Pattern- Damask
36. Work Out- Yoga
37. Figure of Speech- Hell in a hand basket
38. Historical Figure- I have no idea??
39. Boy’s Name- Dominic
40. Girl’s Name- Nadia
41. Potato Chip Flavor- Salt & Vinegar
42. Meal of the Day- dinner
43. Icecream Flavor- Coffee or superman
44. Soda- coke
45. Popcorn flavor- butter and salt
46. Season- I like them all but I guess winter (especially when it’s raining)
47. Month of the Year- Mehh, november because food.
48. Word- wonderful
49- Disney Princess- Of the old ones I like Jasmine, but of the new ones I like Rapunzel
50. Insult- I don’t have a favorite insult?
51. Joke- A gorilla walks into a bar……… (Not telling it all.)
52. Cuss Word- hmmmm. I’d say fuck, because you can use it any type of way and it just works.
53. Letter- H
54. Youtube- Kalel Kitten or Nathalie Paris
55. Eye Color- I have blue but I always liked brown eyes.
56. Memory- Playing in the mountain stream at my grandparents old camp ground.
57. Dessert- Strawberry Shortcake
58. Candy- Red licorice
59. Restaurant- BUSHIDO/Sushi Ninja!!! They only have one in Charleston :((
60. Life Hack- blending up disgusting vegetables in a smoothie so you don’t taste it, or baby powder for dry shampoo
61. Language- Anything but english… other languages are sexy, and one of the best skills you can have.
62. Thing to Learn About- Cooking? Yoga? Make up??
63. Thing About Yourself- I’m pretty independent when I’m put into a situation where I need to be. I know I can rely on my self.
What I’ve got time for:
•Tumblr
•Youtube
•????
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•Food
•Movies
What I don’t have time for:
•Homework
•School
•Life
•That
I’m the type to wanna suck you dry and then eat some lunch with you
“I’m the type to be sexually active and eat food”
*sees a selfie* i’ve fallen in love
*sees a selfie* i’ve fallen in love
*sees a selfie* i’ve fallen in love
*sees a selfie* i’ve fallen in love
*sees a selfie* i’ve fallen in love
*sees a selfie* i’ve falle
The first time she said it, he was on the floor, looking for something.
“I love you.”
It was quiet, as if a passing thought, but he froze, like it was the most important thing in the world.
“Say it again,” he said, turning to look at her.
“I love you.” She whispered.
And there was something about the way she sat there, quivering like a leaf, that made him want to sit down and hold her forever.
“I love you I love you I love you.”
She was getting much too brave, and the words rolled off her tongue like they’d been waiting for a long time to be heard.
“I have been too afraid all my life.” She said. “But I am tired now. Screw building walls and hiding emotions.
“I am fucking terrified, and perhaps I don’t know much. But I love you,” she laughed. “I know that I love you.”
The most honest words I’ve ever spoken.
I fucking love the way you look at me. I love who you are and what you stand for. I will always be here for you and I will always be in love with you. Even if somehow (god forbid) you lost interest in me, I would still love you. Forever. You have me in such a spell that I will never come out of. Talking to you is like getting rid of insanity after a long day at school. You really do make me feel so special and I’m always happy. Even when we fight because I know we’ll make up and forget about it afterwards. You fill me up with such happiness that you just leave me speechless when I see you. You’re the cutest little thing which is why I kiss you every 10 seconds when I’m with you. I can’t wait till we’re in college together. It will make everything so much easier and that’s when our relationship will truly blossom. But right now we’re strong enough to endure everything that comes in our way. Hell, we’re about 250 miles away from each other and we still manage to make each other happy. And considering this is my first legitimate long-term relationship (and my last!), if that’s not love I don’t know what is because I love this girl through and through and will never stop. Not even until we’re buried next to each other, side by side. I won’t stop loving you and I promise you that sweetheart. I love you.
Random thoughts
I love rushing to your house at night after work. I love the mornings after where we wanna do nothing but hold each other close as possible. I love when you violently spazz out and attack me when I tickle you. I can’t stop biting you cuz you’re so cute so sorry I can’t help it 😤
DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD I LOVE HIM😍😍😍😍😍😍

